hard day.

i care deeply, and thus i hurt deeply.

it's so hard to see the people i love in pain.  

i want to whisper in your ear:: 

he hears your heart break. 

he feels your pain. 

he collects your tears. 

and he waits with open arms. 

he has always been with you. 

he'll never leave you. 

his love is deeper... 

i know you're angry. 

i know you don't understand. 

i know you feel all alone. 

i know you feel like he let you down... 

please, please. don't run away. don't push him away. 

i wish i could show you the truth of His love when all you can see is the pain. i wish i could hold you in my arms while you cry so you can feel Him holding you. i wish i could show you his goodness, his mercy, his truth, when all you can see is brokenness, doubt, and grief. i'm doing my best... 

i'm here. always always. 

[i want to love like Jesus loves...but my little human heart barely compares, and so i turn to Him as well]