Friday, May 27, 2011

restlessness&faith.

the past twenty-four hours have been a little discouraging. just when i think things are finally coming together, plans are being made, and life is starting to feel like it's moving somewhere... i feel like i am forced to take another step backwards. i continue to live in the unknown. where everything is beyond my control, and i am forced to wait. wait. wait.

help. help me hear your voice.
help. help me see your plans.

my heart is restless and ready for the next chapter. it seems like i am stuck in that place where the page hasn't turned yet, i'm still looking at the end of one chapter and anticipating the next. i'm a page suspended in midair, waiting, trusting, anticipating.

i know that He will take care of me.
i know that He will not leave me.
i know that He has a plan for me.
i know that He has it all under control.

but waiting is definitely stretching and teaching me much. about patience. about faith. about trust. about hope. i'm truly being challenged. i'm living outside my comfort zone. and while it is uneasy and scary.. i constantly find myself running to His arms, the only place i find true peace in the midst of all this uncertainty.

i think it's time to go for a run and find some peace for this restless heart learning to live in faith.

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