yesterday, a horrible joke was played on me.
yes, april fools. ha ha.
yes, practical jokes are funny.
but no, jokes about relationships are not.
probably because of my past, and losing people closest to me.
probably because i invest my heart and soul into the people i care about most. probably because i never want to hurt the ones i love.
so while it was a joke...
my insides hurt at the possibility of the confrontation that would take place. my heart dropped at the thought of wounds being reopened from previous conversations. i didn't want to hurt him. not again.
relationships are delicate, fragile things.
meant to be tended with loving care.
not tossed around.
not joked about.
funny, that i am gullible yes. ha ha.
but don't mess with my relationships. or my heart.
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